föstudagur, apríl 2

Hey folks. This is where I'm at now.

That's all.
Sarah scribbled at 4/02/2004 01:05:00 PM. +++

föstudagur, mars 12

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Eyes
Special Talents Are	Absolutely Nothing
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

So true.
Sarah scribbled at 3/12/2004 09:28:00 PM. +++

þriðjudagur, mars 9

I think I want to be a hermit. For just a little while. Maybe a week? Yeah, a week sounds good. I won't go to school, and I'll live in the middle of a(n) [insert nice naturey place here. ex. forest, lake, meadow]. I'll start to make my own clothes, plant some veggies. Pick some berries. Actually, I think I'll just sit in my room and stare out the window instead. You know, it won't end up being so fun if I really do that. Everyone will make fun of my handmade clothes when I come back (screw them), the veggies won't grow fast enough, and the berries will probably be poisonous and give my stomach unmentionable problems.

I swear, my mood changes faster than Britney Spears' wardrobe.
Sarah scribbled at 3/09/2004 05:05:00 PM. +++

mánudagur, mars 8

I hear this world, cool world, dreaming of a peaceful kiss


Jesus Christ I'm sad. I kind of feel like sitting at the bottom of a pool and watching everything through a sort of blue haze.

I could easily sleep in the clouds and drink the moonlight with my eyes. If I really wanted to. Oh how I want to.



(Before I looked up the lyrics, I thought Sonic Youth was singing "I'm here in this whirpool world, dreaming of a pitchfork kiss")
Sarah scribbled at 3/08/2004 06:58:00 PM. +++

sunnudagur, mars 7

I remember that as a child I wasn't afraid of insects at all. In fact, I was so nonchalant around insects and spiders and things like that, that I would often sit out in my driveway collecting crickets to feed to my... cat. He sure did love those crickets. Mm, protein. I also "adopted" a spider that made its home in our bathroom. I would collect various flies and crickets (if crickets were intelligent enough to come up with religions, I would probably have been some sort of death goddess to them) and throw them in its web and gleefully watch it come out and eat them up.
I wasn't even afraid of bees and wasps. Actually, I'm still not afraid of them, so they don't count. I would probably be afraid of stag beetles now, though, and I wasn't even afraid of those. I was actually bitten by a stag beetle once. I don't think that it hurt very much.
Now, for some reason, I'm terrified of bugs. There are a few that I'm not afraid of, like ladybugs and butterflies and moths, but I'm pretty sure that the rest terrify me. I have panic attacks that lead to paranoia that can last for days if I encounter a cockroach. Don't believe me? I now have a ritual of shaking out my pants for a whole minute and then sometimes even stomping on them before putting them on because I found a roach in my pantleg once.

I found a spider in my shower this evening. It was pretty big. I'm not really very afraid of spiders. I mean, I don't like the idea of one being on me, but it doesn't freak me out as much as roaches do. I finished up in the shower, and then I got out and decided to save it. It wasn't going to find any food in there anyway, and I didn't really want it to die. So, I got an empty box and put it up to the spider, which climbed right onto it. I was doing fine until it started to run around on the box. It kept coming toward my hand, so I would turn the box around, but it would turn around and run to my hand again, so I was getting pretty nervous. I didn't even make it out of my bathroom before I had to put down the box and yell for my mom to come and help me. I watched her get the spider outside safely in a different room. I'm so pathetic.
Sarah scribbled at 3/07/2004 07:42:00 PM. +++

fimmtudagur, mars 4

Sometimes I like to look for homes and apartments at real estate websites. Right now I'm looking for homes in Japan. It's fun to imagine what it would be like living in all these different places.

...I really need to see the world.
Sarah scribbled at 3/04/2004 07:31:00 PM. +++

mánudagur, febrúar 16

"When it crashed, it made a nice sound."
--Iris talking about the van that rolled down a hill.
Sarah scribbled at 2/16/2004 07:35:00 PM. +++

sunnudagur, febrúar 15

Day 2.5 of Life Without Nick:
I'm doing pretty good. :) On Friday, I went to Veronica's for a movie night. We watched Lost in Translation, Sarah & Steve's German video, Veronica/Kim/Sarah-Hur, and Snatch. It was pretty fun. I think I had had a little too much sugar that evening.
Yesterday, I went downtown with my mom. We went to the art museum, but I started to feel really sick, so we left early. I started to feel better later, though, so we went to Texas Art Supply and I got some new supplies. After that, we went to P.F. Chang's for dinner. It was a pretty fun day.
Today, my mom and I went downtown again to the Angelika theatre and saw Big Fish. It wasn't how I imagined it would be, but it was still good.
Tomorrow, I'm planning on doing all my homework and then spending the afternoon with Nick. If he doesn't come over, I'm going to steal him. Really, I am. I have a permit, a car, and I can drive better than I had been able to... It could definitely happen. *devises an elaborate plan that cannot fail*

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
Sarah scribbled at 2/15/2004 06:49:00 PM. +++

þriðjudagur, febrúar 10

I'm having a good evening, which is refreshing since for the past week or so I've been having pretty depressing days. I just kind of lazed around for most of the afternoon, but I started doing some "abstract" sketches around 7 or so. I think they turned out pretty well. I like these two sketches I did, one of a torso and one of a mouth. I also did a "self portrait" which I think is... really ugly, to say the least. I mean, it wasn't poorly drawn, just not my usual style at all. You can kind of tell it's me. I just kind of emphasized my features, like my big eyes and lips. I think I would like it more if it wasn't so stiff. The other pictures I sketched might not be my best artwork, technique-wise, but they're all fluid and have lots of emotion. I drew a picture of this laughing guy, and it's just.. I dunno. I like it a lot. It's kind of ugly, but I like the emotion it shows.

After that, I decided I needed to start on my homework (and I still need to do that), but this song that I like a lot came on, and I started to dance to it. It felt really good to dance. I noticed that my lizard was watching me with this really cute curiosity. She looked like she wanted to join me. Or maybe she thought that I was in my own cage wanting to get out, because she dances when she wants out. She was watching me with her head tilted, and she kept flicking her tongue out at me. Cute. :)
I feel bad for her, actually. I'm sure she would be much happier out in the wild, but at this point she would probably die because she's been domesticated. The best I can do for her now is give her a good home. She might as well live as happily as I can make her if she can't live in the best environment. She's eating again, now, too! Which makes me happy. I was worried about her when she wasn't eating.
Anyway, I've got a physics lab to do.
(hefner-when angels play their drum machines)
Sarah scribbled at 2/10/2004 07:28:00 PM. +++

mánudagur, febrúar 9

I just got done "sewing" my ears. I got some string, a needle, some beads, and LOTS of rubbing alcohol... Then I got to work. :)
It looks really cool. I wish that my ears won't get infected from this, but chances are I'll probably have to take them out either tonight, or sometime at school tomorrow. I don't want them to get too infected. Oh well, they'll heal.

Iris is coming in March! I can't wait. :D
Sarah scribbled at 2/09/2004 03:54:00 PM. +++

föstudagur, febrúar 6

I am so fucking tired of my dogs chewing up my stuff. This morning, I wake up to find three of my prismacolors, one of my best all-graphite drawing pencils, and my best drawing eraser completely destroyed. I just came home from Veronica's and a fourth prismacolor has been chewed up. I feel like strangling them!!!! They have so many fucking toys all throughout the house, and yet they still chew up my stuff! And it's not like I have this stuff lying around on the floor, either! They get it off of my desk or off of a table or something. There's nothing I can do about it, either, because I always find the mess, and I never catch them in the act. I can yell at them all I want and they'll have no idea what the hell my problem is because they're fucking idiots. They don't go for the cheap stuff, either. They never fail to find my best art supplies. One of these days, they're going to chew up something poisonous or something, like my finishing spray, and not only am I going to lose my art supplies, but them. Stupid dogs!

I hope they have splinters in their tongues. Maybe that will teach them to stop chewing up my stuff.
Sarah scribbled at 2/06/2004 10:07:00 PM. +++